Control de Ren

(voice interlude)
He plays the mind of my thoughts,
blinding me, confusing my loves me still i want
(verse1)
my eyes are cloudy,
i know i am stronger than this.
his presence surrounds me,
but helplessly i fall in.
to shy to give me truth,
his eyes lie to him.
what keeps me crawling,
is the fear of giving in,

his mind his soul,
i lose control,
though he hurts me so i cant let go.
the fear of clear rejection bold,
controls my love of this man who stole my heart.
of this man that stole my heart.
(v2)
i said i loved him,
i said i need him,
i said i wanted what i did not have.
but all he brings is misguided plans,
of a friendship based on tence demand.
but we feel it, we feel it, it flows right through.
who new being sprung was true.
but lord have mercy on my soul,
what lesson am i learning from a man so cold.

(v3)
and he lies to me, when he proves to himself he's strong.
he cant hide from me what i cannot see,
the truth is out and told.
secretely his body whispers "touch me if you can", though mentally my conscience speaks "you'd be better if you ran.
Bridge
why dont i give it away,
all hope pinned on this claim.
rejected once, who's to blame,
me for the mistake i have made.
let the truth be known,
i swear this man was my soul.
but he didnt give it away,
he was never mine to take.