Caramel de Pollen

What will you do when it gets cold inside
lock yourself into your little room and die
daydream all day about discovery
lock yourself away and hope someone breaks down the door
All for a girl you destroy your world without hesitation
for crimson lip and caramel eye you push the button on tomorrow
someday someone will follow in the footsteps you have hollowed
but it won't be her
And it's gonna take a while to learn
all the things that you thought that you would rather yearn
earplugs are safely placed to filter out
any reason any logic that might trickle in
you don't wanna hear it
All for a girl you destroy your world without hesitation
for crimson lip and caramel eye you push the button on tomorrow
someday someone will follow in the footsteps you have hollowed
but it won't be her
and it won't be me
well you did your best and she did her worst
now you just wait and see
how will it happen why does it matter
its been so long and your so sure its wrong
but any degree of certainty is out the window
All for a girl you destroy your world without hesitation
for crimson lip and caramel eye you push the button on tomorrow
someday someone will follow in the footsteps you have hollowed
you'll be so badly disapointed
you know that someone somewhere in this stupid world will care
i hate to have to promise this but it won't be her
~wc~