Autopsy song de Otep

I once,
dreamed of a world ...
Without consequences,
without reminders ...
of this
brutal,
gutter
I am collapsed in.
Once i dreamed,
but then ... i ... woke ... up.

...open wide, look inside
at my autopsy
I feel like a woman
i feel like i care
i feel like i shouldn't
i feel like a child of despair
I feel like it's over
i feel like it's coming after me
i feel like it's closer
i feel like this is all i'll ever be
I feel like a failure
i feel like a hungry parasite
i feel like a razor
i feel like a prayer lost in flight
I feel like ...
i'm hopeless
I'm afraid i'm a slave
i'm weak & average
I feel like a hammer
i feel like a nail
i feel like i'm guilty
i feel like the wrist that it impales
I feel like a butcher
i feel like i'm being deceived
i feel like a beautiful loser
i feel like all you sheep are laughing at me
Open wide
look inside
at my autopsy.
Look inside open wide
look inside open wide
I feel i'm a complete waste of time
i feel i'm transparent
i feel like i can't escape my mind.