Another day de Dogfight

Why do i play myself,
for pushing so far away?
i try to tell myself,
it's all your fault
you caused this pain.
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and i need to find a way,
to show you this is all for you.
but i sleep another day,
just wishing that you knew.
Now that you hate yourself
for things i do, for things i say.
you don't know yourself,
to ???? everyday.
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Now i see you watching me,
wondering if it's all for you.
now i have you here,
wondering if it's true.
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That you knew.
that you knew