Fortune de Die Happy

I.
here i am talking 'bout discoveries
emptyness, how silly everything can be
my words are strong
my acts are weak
the truth is different
I wanted all
now i am standing here, don't give a damn
i am lost in my past, in reality
it drones in my head ã¢â‚¬â€œ a weird tone
it sounds
I didn't lose
i think there must be more
i think there must be more
but i don't wanna
Ref:
the fucking fortune is not smiling upon me
not one chance to show my capability
i'm mad, i'm mad, i'm mad
Ii.
here i am hiding my head in sand
here i am swearing i am innocent
don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink
all on my own
I wanted all
but it's hard to believe
i will stand on the top of the world
and smile down
Who will tell me where it is at all
who will tell me how to get there
'cause i don't wanna